I hate blue tarps. Ask most people what comes to mind when they see a blue tarp, and I suspect they will say, “camping,” or “shade.” When I unfold a tarp and hear that rusty plastic rattle, I see the stains of fluids of decay; I smell death. Blue tarps cover the corpses of my failures.
I touched too many tarps this summer, overheard too many phone calls that tell the whole story.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Is he old, or … ?”
“I see. That’s too bad. Yes, we can take care of that for you. I’m sorry.”
“Will you bring him here, or do you want the doctor to come to you?”
“Well, you can call the rendering company, or I can give you another number.”
“All right, you’re on the book for tomorrow morning.”
I know the appointment even before our office manager hangs up and says, “I’m sorry. You’ve got another one tomorrow.”
I’m sorry, too. I recognize the necessity of euthanasia, and intellectually, I’m glad to belong to a profession that can legally end suffering. But those are abstractions.
Price-shopped euthanasias are the worst. When a client’s first words are “What will it cost to put my horse to sleep?” the rationale doesn’t matter. That is code for “I can’t afford to keep my horse.” We had too many of those this summer–too many decrepit horses, too many hard-pressed owners burning in guilt, too many blue tarps.
People are sometimes horrified that I am willing to kill an animal that is not suffering. Sometimes I am horrified, too.
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Slaughter plants are a horrible end for any horse’s life. Even if horses are "harvested" (I hate when that word is used as a substitute for killed) for animal food, or even for human use, everyone knows that most horses have been given
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YES, SLAUGHTERHOUSES ARE THE ANSWER. I HAVE WATCHED 4 HORSES (JUST AROUND THE CORNER) "LIVE" AS THE PERSON SWEARS TO BE FEEDING THEM?!!. THEY ARE ALL BONE AND STRETCHED HIDE. IT IS SICKENING. AND NO, NOT ALL SLAUGHTERHOUSES ARE LIKE THE VIDEO
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Here is my take at this topic, and it might seem harsh. First of all if you do not like slaughter houses, and claim to love your horses then why do you place the medicine that you say is dangerous to consume into your beloved animal.
I am a new
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My husband and I decided to get me horse to keep me from dying from cancer. My odds were poor, our child was 5. So, the costs being within our means, we committed. It worked!! Yet within less than a decade, board cost have nearly tripled. &
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Your article was very touching and incredibly accurate. I hate to see the end come also, but at least you know where ‘the end’ was and never have to wonder what happened to your horse or what types of malady and pain have been inflicted upon them when
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Donna, you are right people should look at their finances before committing to any animal. However, when I got my horses almost 20 yrs ago (they are in their 20’s now) a bag of feed cost around $8. Now it’s around $20. A trim was $12, now it’s $25. You
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In a perfect world all horses and all owners are perfect. No one’s circumstances ever change. Every horse born goes to a loving "forever home" as soon as it’s weaned. No one ever acquires a horse they can’t handle. All horses are trained huma
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Thank you all for the thoughtful comments posted so far. This essay was originally written and published in 2009, so I thought that perhaps it might be a good idea to fill in a bit of the regional and economic context for the piece.
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I get that peoples circumstances do change. I get that horses have medical issues. I get that horses get older, arthritic and no longer meet the needs of an owner. I have 4 including a 35 plus year old. If I am unlucky, at some point I will have to mak
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Such heartfelt comments from people who care are the way to a solution. I am a beef cattle producer. When a male animal is born on my farm, there is a 100% chance he will be harvested for our branded grass fed, organic beef. We accept this situation be
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Wow. I am definitely sharing this well thought out and written article about a heart-wrenching topic.
I am not a veterinarian, but a vet in terms of my life experiences in witnessing what happens to many wounded, rank, chronic, and geriatric ho
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I do not think that death at a slaughter house is "meaningful" at all. As the present slaughter pipeline operates, horses are subjected to unnecessary stress, indifferent handling and even cruelty as they pass from one hand to the other along
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Being a horse owner, I just love my Vet.and trust his views on animal health & Life. As my horse has age to 27 yrs. I have worried about how she will leave this life. I don’t make a lot money but I live on less so I can have my enjoyment and take m